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Jesus lives today. I ought to and will start doing just that, too.

Happy Easter, loves. =)

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The challenge is this: staying strong for two people, even if it doesn't quite matter to one. Sometimes, you feel that there's nothing more you'd want or need than to just let things fall into place, and let your heart have its unbridled dictates.

A friend of mine once asked me, "Have you ever felt that you wanted someone or something so badly that you couldn't breathe just thinking about the extent of your longing?" That question was posed to me almost six months ago, and obviously before you. And so all I could say at that time was some pathetic pun meant to turn his attention from the sudden and unwanted emotion that invaded our conversation.

Now I can safely say, my dear friend, that I think I know and feel exactly what you meant.

Though it feels that nothing can go wrong if I just gave it all up, I know for a fact that letting it happen will assure that nothing will turn out right for either one of us.

We'll get over this. People always do.

One day I'll wake up and it won't hurt (missing you) anymore. Because just for the record....

I do miss you.

I cared about you. I still do, and I somehow always will.

Don't ever get me wrong.