Before I start off with anything else, I really need to update my Song Of The Month (SoTM: Copyrighted to Jay, who by the way celebrated her nth birthday last March 26 – happy birthday, my friend!).
I ended the month of January with Crazy by Aerosmith, stormed by February with Tattoo by Jordin Sparks and sang through March with what I think is a classic, at least for those people who grew up with and me. I deemed it proper for the last month because, well, I had to say a lot of it, and I enter April with all grace and wonder at the prospect of the past that will definitely continue to awe and inspire me for the rest of my life. I’m not kidding here. =)
GOODBYE
Spice Girls
Though of course, there are some things I believe I really don’t need to elaborate on about this song. Obviously, though, I said goodbye to things I had to let go of – enough said. But come now, boys and girls, it’d be pretty hard to believe and swallow that you don’t know the song, or at least some other song of theirs! Scrap pretensions and show your latent and wild passion and love for our favorite Girls! ;)
**
I’m happy. Truly, I am. :)
I really, really am.
No, I do not just have a hangover from my good yesterday. It’s amazing what can happen when you give it all up to that special someone you’ve been waiting for quite a while now – perhaps all your life, without even realizing it.
It’s amazing that you could fall so deeply into, and not only for, someone you spent almost all your time pushing away. Only then do you realize that none of it ever mattered – none of the doubt, the anger, the hatred, the skepticism, the rejection, the pain you must have inflicted on that newfound love of yours – when he simply smiles down at you patiently, refuses to fight with your undeserving humanity for your flaws and countless blunders, and just loves you like he always did.
He wished for your reciprocation, but never once did he ask for it, and never once did he even force himself on you if you didn’t want him to be there. All that matters to him is this moment, when you meet him halfway as you run to each other and fall into him and his entire being, which completely loves you and will continue to do so, whatsoever body you wear, whatever you seem to have become to the world, wherever you choose to go, whenever you do.
It’s overwhelming to tell myself that He’s here, and that He always has been. More so, I cannot believe I only just found Him now! He’s wonderful. He’s the perfect man for me, only infinitely better. It’s absolutely amazing. He’s absolutely amazing.
God, I’m in love.
And I don’t use ‘God’ as an expression. He – my Man – is much too good to be used as merely that. :)
I ended the month of January with Crazy by Aerosmith, stormed by February with Tattoo by Jordin Sparks and sang through March with what I think is a classic, at least for those people who grew up with and me. I deemed it proper for the last month because, well, I had to say a lot of it, and I enter April with all grace and wonder at the prospect of the past that will definitely continue to awe and inspire me for the rest of my life. I’m not kidding here. =)
GOODBYE
Spice Girls
Though of course, there are some things I believe I really don’t need to elaborate on about this song. Obviously, though, I said goodbye to things I had to let go of – enough said. But come now, boys and girls, it’d be pretty hard to believe and swallow that you don’t know the song, or at least some other song of theirs! Scrap pretensions and show your latent and wild passion and love for our favorite Girls! ;)
**
I’m happy. Truly, I am. :)
I really, really am.
No, I do not just have a hangover from my good yesterday. It’s amazing what can happen when you give it all up to that special someone you’ve been waiting for quite a while now – perhaps all your life, without even realizing it.
It’s amazing that you could fall so deeply into, and not only for, someone you spent almost all your time pushing away. Only then do you realize that none of it ever mattered – none of the doubt, the anger, the hatred, the skepticism, the rejection, the pain you must have inflicted on that newfound love of yours – when he simply smiles down at you patiently, refuses to fight with your undeserving humanity for your flaws and countless blunders, and just loves you like he always did.
He wished for your reciprocation, but never once did he ask for it, and never once did he even force himself on you if you didn’t want him to be there. All that matters to him is this moment, when you meet him halfway as you run to each other and fall into him and his entire being, which completely loves you and will continue to do so, whatsoever body you wear, whatever you seem to have become to the world, wherever you choose to go, whenever you do.
It’s overwhelming to tell myself that He’s here, and that He always has been. More so, I cannot believe I only just found Him now! He’s wonderful. He’s the perfect man for me, only infinitely better. It’s absolutely amazing. He’s absolutely amazing.
God, I’m in love.
And I don’t use ‘God’ as an expression. He – my Man – is much too good to be used as merely that. :)
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